Alright

Written at a very unsettling time in 2o1o, when it felt like life was falling slowly apart and I had been having nightmares every night and waking up not knowing what to do with myself - God took me back to a place of remembering that the nightmares had no control over me, unless I let them. That He was holding me through the uncertainty that was going on around me - and that as my heavenly Daddy, I didn't need to be fearful of what was happening. He was there and everything was going to be alright because of that.

Alright

Little girl
Nightmares can't ever touch you
My love captures your fears nothin' can harm you
Daddy's here, everything's gonna be alright

Little girl
Hold on tight, don't you ever worry
Daddy's here with a smile; why you in a hurry?
Don't you cry, everthing's gonna be alright

(Bridge)
And yeah, it's all fallen apart
But you're still so close to my heart
Baby girl your life's an utter mess
But in Me you are blessed

(Chorus)
It's all gonna be alright x3
Cos My arms are holdin' you tight

Little girl
Heart's break, the pain surrounds you
My grace restores the picture frame around you
There's flaws, but everything's gonna be alright

Little girl
Tears drown all the light away
Fightin' for you, I'm saving you today
I love you, everything's gonna be alright

...I love you, everything's gonna be alright
...Don't you cry, everything's gonna be alright

...Daddy's here, everything's gonna be... alright

Yours forever, Ajae ♥

Love Letter

This is a soppy love-song I wrote about the love a girl has for her soldier... Whether it's a real battle with guns, spies, bombs and death; or the day to day battles of life that takes him away from her. While I was writing it I thought of the romantic, dramatic scene we see portrayed over and over again in Hollywood movies of the 3o's. The wistful dreams of young girls, the passion young boys had to fight for their countries... And I realized that it was raw, simple love that kept both sides fighting, love that gave them hope and passion. Love that bound those dreams together down the generations that have lived on... I thank all the men that are someone's soldier for fighting... Most of all, I thank my own xx 

Love Letter

My pen stains page

With the ink of my soul

Of memories untold 

My words will never grasp

The love I feel inside

And yet the letters flow

This is all I want you to know

This is the simplest of love letters

It doesn’t speak of much more

Than my love for you grows stronger

Everyday I have to endure

Not seeing you before me

Or hearing your laughing voice

And knowing you’re out there fighting

My soldier - to faith, hold tightly

You’re my dearest lover, oh my constant friend

You’re my sanity and saviour

Always there till the end

I'll love you forever though bullets tear us apart

But even then

You’ll always be right here in my heart

These ribbons of love

Tied up in red

White paper splashed with my tears

The stamp pressed down

The envelop sealed

One last kiss to reach your hands

Don't forget, my love, my man

My heart

Copyright Ajae Frazer, 18th Feburary 2o1o ©

Yours forever, Ajae ♥

The Way Home

This is the first song I wrote. God gave it to me at a time when I didn't know what was going on in my life, I felt so confused and unsure of everything... But God brought me back to where I could see that it didn't matter if I couldn't see the years in front of me, all I needed to see was Him.

The way home

Lord this heart is broken

I’ve lost my way back home

And I'm standing at this crossway 

Not knowing which way to go

Everything is backed against me

And my heart is bleeding pain

Jesus come, heal this heart again.

You said You’d never leave me

You’d never let me go

And I’m trying to feel your arms

But my sorrow is too strong

My tears have turned black now

And my sobs are filled with shame

Jesus come, melt this heart again.

You said You could redeem the unredeemable

You can heal a heart of brokenness

You knock when no ones listening

You fill my aching emptiness

You are everything I need

And I’m finding You’re so much more

Jesus help me find You in this storm

Cos I’m fighting just to live

And these dark clouds are rolling in

Jesus save me I cry

Jesus I’m gonna die

Lord this heart is open

It’s a living sacrifice

I’m Your daughter here before You

Begging You to hold me tight

I don’t know where I’m going

But Your arms have made me strong

Jesus lead the way, home

Jesus my heart is open…

And I’ve found You in this storm

Copyright Ajae Frazer, 2oo9 ©


Yours forever, Ajae ♥